Midway

I feel myself shrinking and expanding.

Somewhere in between the familiar and the uncertain.

I have had to look at everything in regards to healing and health.

I am in transition in so many ways, that I go from

being euphoric with inspiration, to falling on my knees for guidance.

I am over midway through my course.

It has been the most amazing experience.

You know... for so long I let others tell me what I should and 

shouldn't want, regardless of how I felt about it.

Even worse, I listened long enough,

I believed I should or shouldn't want, 

regardless of how I felt deep down.

I became stuck because I didn't want

to disappoint anyone, including my own

inner critic. I'd rather do what's expected of me,

than give myself permission to be, do or have what

feels good, right and fulfilling to me.

I'm currently grappling with that.

xoxo

💓