Healing

I used to think that all I had to do 

was find someone to love me

and I would feel good about myself.

Now I know I had to learn to love myself
(not in a weird creepy way...but accepting who I am....flaws and all way....always in progress....)
to feel good 
to know true love
and to be receptive to it.

~God makes a way~

" If you do not take responsibility for bringing love to your own wounds,

you will not move out of the vicious cycle of

[self]-attack

[self]-defense

[self-imposed] guilt

and 

[self-imposed] blame."

Love and hugs ! 💗

I want to leave a special note of thanks to my dear hubby....

you stopped me from the habit of running away

you have supported me as I learn to walk through (not around) my struggles...

and even at times when you're left scratching your head, and somewhat confused

your patience & steadfastness

has helped me to heal wounds I didn't even know I had...

and the ones I had pre-warned you about.😉

You have seen and dealt with the ugliest in me...

and have loved me every step of the way.

God knew exactly what I needed...

when he gave me you !

I love you Mr!

Always! 

💖